This week J and I met up twice. He wanted to squeeze in a couple more dates before he leaves on a two week trip next week. What was different and hence put me in a thinking-loop was the sleep over. It was our first ‘sleep over’. He came by at around 10 PM with cranberry juice and three bottles of alcohol. There was a choice between vodka, gin, and whiskey. I have told him, in the past, I don’t drink and have been in the clear for 8 months. Not to kill the mood he was in, I told him to get comfortable while I made us drinks.
I poured myself less than half a shot of gin and mixed in 6 ounces of cranberry. For him, I poured 2 shots of gin then added the juice. Making sure not to mix up which glass was mine I brought both drinks to the living room. We sat around chatting and he remembered to tell me - he forgot to bring the allowance. He apologized and reassured that he will bring it on our next visit which would be in two days.
I was not too impressed, since he remembered to bring everything for the night but forgot the envelope. I pushed the thoughts out of my mind and told him that’s fine.
We chatted some more and with a mischievous smile I asked, “What did you say before you left to see me?”
He looked at me and said, “I just explained a need to go back to the office to finish some work. That tomorrow morning will be busy and I need to get ready.”
I smiled again, “Think she believed you?”
“I think so. But it really does not matter.” He responded.
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Once again we were rolling around in bed. Despite my telling him that I just started my period he still wanted up and in.
Last time he came, he promised to keep the sex under one hour. Maybe he was embarrassed that the sex which lasted 90 minutes turned to 2 and finally 3 hours long with each proceeding visit.
This night he finished in 35 minutes. It was a miracle since I was getting quite sore.
We showered and went to bed.
To be honest, I could not understand the reason for the sleep over?
I did not have a very restful night. Being accustomed to sleeping alone for many years, it felt a little awkward having him lying next to me. Fighting a sudden urge to move down to the floor, I was awake until I finally lost consciousness. J does not know that I have been sleeping on the floor for a few years now. Haha I have a bed but I prefer sleeping on the floor and have done so every day for many years. You might not understand how difficult it’s sleeping on a bed after getting used to the firm surface of a carpeted floor.
I didn’t tell him. I should probably tell him.
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Our second visit was scheduled as usual, during the day. But just an hour to our meeting he sent me a message: Morning! I’m still coming as usual but might have to leave early. Around 2 PM, hope that is okay?
It was an A-Okay by me. :) I like seeing him a lot and even for a couple hours would be sweet. He came over and we hung out, chatted, had lunch and watched an episode of a show we both like. During a conversation we had about relationships he became a bit worried again. He asked me once more to notify him if I ever got a boyfriend. I giggled and said, “You are almost like a boyfriend to me.”
“I so wanted to hear you say that.” He said as if he’s been waiting for it forever.
“Well there, you heard me say it.” I laughed and smiled. But I knew at that moment it was true. I have not worked for a couple of months, which meant that he has occupied most of my time.
Things are moving in a strange direction…A couple of weeks ago he hinted that one day he hopes to have sex without a condom. That really freaked me out! Not planning on having any babies in the next little while. LOL I said, “Well, here’s the thing. I don’t like pills and so I never have and not planning on taking birth control. Condoms are the only method I use to stay sterile.” (True. Go figure, and I’m an escort. LMAO) He said he understands and won’t push it on me until I’m comfortable.
Hmmm… How will I get comfortable? Comfortable to start taking the pill or…
I’m not sure, but I did not ask since the ball is in my court.
So I’m finally up to speed with recounting the events of J and me! :D